I do like a good flirt.

I’m having too many restless nights. I’ve always been a loner, an outsider, never one to fit in with even the closest group of friends. I’m ok with that. I’ve been used to it since I was a kid and have never felt lonely. Why should I when it’s something I’m accustomed too. I’m not one to let everyone in but if I have, those in general should feel special. That kind of sounds arrogant, I guess. I don’t mean it that way. You must have something special about you otherwise I wouldn’t spend my time on whoever I choose to hold dear. As I’ve said, I’m not one to feel alone. On restless nights though, yeah. I miss having someone to pull close and hold on to. Even just entwined feet would be good now, rather than waking yet again with just my thoughts. I’m always trapped in there during the day so why can’t i please just have a decent nights sleep to get away from them. Is it asking too much?

I have this ability to upset people without saying or doing much. Not good for those you care about.

I don’t tend to watch porn.